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One Direction's Little Things

Written by Ed Sheeran & Fiona Bevan

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me.
But bear this in mind, it was meant to be.
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me.

I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile.
You've never loved your stomach or your thighs.
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine.
But I'll love them endlessly.
You've been on my mind,

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do,
It's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to.
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things.

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea,
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep.
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep,
Though it makes no sense to me.

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape.
You never want to know how much you weigh.
You still have to squeeze into your jeans.
But,
You're perfect to me.

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do,
It's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to.
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things.

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you.
You'll never treat yourself right, darlin' but I want you to,
If I let you know, I'm here for you,
Maybe you'll love yourself,
Like I love you

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do,
It's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to.
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things.

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do,
It's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to.
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things.

Y O U T U B E L O V E

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P R O F I L E

me myself and i :D

Her name is Stephanie.

This shall be her ~~short~~ sweet introduction.

These are the little things that make her world go round.

Vintage photographs. A good book. Fancy ribbons. Ice-blended cappucino. Pretty Ballet flats. Boots. Jackets with hoodies. Cardigans. Long Skirts. Poetry. Duets and harmonization. Simple Plan. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Playing in a band. Strolling in the rain. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. The smell of grass. Singing by a campfire. Long conversations late at night. The forest. Watching live performances. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you’re beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Being smiled at. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. Hugs. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Languages. Tea. Presents. Making birthday cards. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Guitar Picks. Nicknames. Unique necklaces. Green and Silver. Abstract art. Holding hands with someone you care about. Song dedications. A text in the middle of the night, knowing that somebody misses you.

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N I N E T E E N
RANDOM FACTS

because i'm 19 years old, bitches!

ONE day, I am going to be a lawyer. TWO much of my time is spent on writing and lazing around. THREE s have really beautiful colours; Green and Brown. FOUR my birthday, I really love homemade stuff :) FIVE of my favourite poems are written by Emily Dickinson, Oscar Wilde and Lewis Carroll. SIX strings on my guitar, Ilfiare. <3 SEVEN words; I would never say goodbye to you. EIGHT is the most prettiest number ever :D NINE languages I would like to learn; japanese, korean, german, french, spanish, mandarin, finnish, latin and well, sign. TEN I said to myself sit down, sit down, you're rocking the boat~~! ELEVEN sounds like elven; beautiful creatures they are. TWELVE is really irritating to spell sometimes. THIRTEEN is the name of that character in 'House' and she's HOT FOURTEEN years ago, I was a kid. xD FIFTEEN of my favourite people: Family(4)+Wenx,Anne,Jeanette,Joes,Michele,Carol,Davedays,JosephVincent, ChesterSee,ColtonDixon,NayaRivera SIXTEEN was the age, I truly realised who were friends and who were not. SEVENTEEN years of love, happiness, fear, trust, and now I'm here. EIGHTEEN years I've spent finding the real me. NINETEEN and I'm finally me.

W I S H L I S T

So, you know what to get me

ONE. Cardigans
TWO. More ballet shoes
THREE. Boots!
FOUR. Necklaces
FIVE. A new guitar
SIX. A plane ticket
SEVEN. A double degree? :P
EIGHT. A masters
NINE. A PHD
TEN. More patience
ELEVEN. Faster internet
TWELVE. A sister :(
THIRTEEN. To lose weight =.=
FOURTEEN. Time
FIFTEEN. Philippe
SIXTEEN. No sickness
SEVENTEEN. A bouquet of flowers
EIGHTEEN. A song
NINETEEN. Making a change in the world
TWENTY. To be remembered :)

T A G B O A R D

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Here's one of my favourite poem.

Hope.

"Hope" is the thing with feathers—
That perches in the soul—
And sings the tune without the words—
And never stops—at all—

And sweetest—in the Gale—is heard—
And sore must be the storm—
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm—

I've heard it in the chillest land—
And on the strangest Sea—
Yet, never, in Extremity,
It asked a crumb—of Me.

Written by: Emily Dickinson

LINKIN PARK ROX!!!! yay! yay! yay!

9:31 PM - Wednesday, January 28, 2009

This is an AWESOME song by LP....Its called Ppr:Kut the reanimation version of Papercut....lolz...can you say 'duh'? ...hehe

Why does it feel like night today?

Something in here's not right today

Why am I so uptight today?

Paranoia's all I got left

I don't know what stressed me first

Or how the pressure was fed / but

but I know just what it feels like

To have a voice in the back of my head

it’s like a face that I hold inside

face that awakes when I close my eyes

face that I watches every time I lie

face that laughs every time I fall(and watches everything)

So I know that when it's time to sink or swim

That the face inside is hearing me / right underneath my skin

It's like I'm / paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a / whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I / can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right...beneath my skin

hey yo

here we go again with the pain I feel that isn’t real. But in my mind

when I find myself in places with names but not faces

my memory races at speedshundred degrees

my soul it bleeds

devil must've planted the seed

now it feels like my backs against the wall, I'm takin the fall

whenever I call nobody's responding at all

but I don’t know who I can trust, they screaming my name

I need somebody to help me out of the flame

all I'm trying to do is just master meall

I wanna do is smoke a blasta beat

but something keeps talking to me consciously, responsiblyit keeps haunting me

from dusk til dawn everyday has something for ya

that voice inside of ya head has got you projecting paranoia.

Cold sweat, shining on your face exposing your purpose

and if I, ripped off your skin I'd probably find a, 'nother person

There’s nothing thing worse than trying to bring yourself up back from the dead

so I advise you listen to that voice in the back of you head

It's like I'm / paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a / whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I / can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

It's like I'm / paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a / whirlwind inside of my

like I / can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

(the face inside is right beneath your skin x4)

the sun goes down

I feel the light betray me

the sun goes down

its like I'm paranoid

I feel the light betray me

the sun

(It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin)

It's like I'm / paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a / whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I / can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath

It's like I'm / paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a / whirlwind inside of my headIt's like

I / can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

Rooftops by Lost Prophets

10:48 AM

coolio song...thanx to my dearest sister, chelle(michelle T) yay! love this song!! lolz... :)

When our time is up
When our lives are done
Will we say we've had our fun?

Will we make our mark this time?
Will we always say we tried?

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your heart out.

All the love I've met
I have no regrets
If it all ends now, I'm set

Will we make our mark this time?
Will we always say we tried?

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your heart out.

[x2]
Standing on the rooftops
(Wait until the bombs drop)
This is all we got now
(Scream until your heart stops)
Never gonna regret
(Watching every sunset)
We'll listen to your heartbeat
(All the love that we found)

Scream your heart out [x3]
Scream your

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your

my fav song....

1:00 PM - Friday, January 16, 2009

Well, this is my 2009 fav song.....wich, well i only started listenin in 2009, so i declared it my favourite....lolz.... heres the lyrics:

this song is called 'Its not Over' by Secondhand Serenade...

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

goodnite and goodbye

11:43 PM - Sunday, January 4, 2009

i noe i haven been writing fer a very long time....haiz...too bad...i wont be on fer a very long time now...gotta study fer the lousy PMR.....and the years only beginning.... :( ....haiz....if u need to talk to me....well, you can reach me on my cell....u noe the number rite....?lol....ask sumbody to ask me for it then.....if i dunno u, i maybe wont reply you....so please state ur name.... :) thank you....aaargh...i feel like im a freakin telephone operator....haha....whatever....dammit...i hate skul....well, who wont...we're talking high skul here....High school is jus borin and well, sumXz its fun.... XP!!! ooooohkkaaaayyy......BYEBYE....luv y'all.... mmuuaaahhhh

ps: did i ever mention dat im single ady? lolz...im mus hav left that out....haiz..hiax...believe it or not, i got dumped.....sad rite....i never get dumped b4....its me who does the dumping...lolz....evil... :)

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