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One Direction's Little Things

Written by Ed Sheeran & Fiona Bevan

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me.
But bear this in mind, it was meant to be.
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me.

I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile.
You've never loved your stomach or your thighs.
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine.
But I'll love them endlessly.
You've been on my mind,

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do,
It's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to.
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things.

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea,
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep.
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep,
Though it makes no sense to me.

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape.
You never want to know how much you weigh.
You still have to squeeze into your jeans.
But,
You're perfect to me.

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do,
It's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to.
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things.

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you.
You'll never treat yourself right, darlin' but I want you to,
If I let you know, I'm here for you,
Maybe you'll love yourself,
Like I love you

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do,
It's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to.
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things.

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do,
It's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to.
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things.

Y O U T U B E L O V E

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P R O F I L E

me myself and i :D

Her name is Stephanie.

This shall be her ~~short~~ sweet introduction.

These are the little things that make her world go round.

Vintage photographs. A good book. Fancy ribbons. Ice-blended cappucino. Pretty Ballet flats. Boots. Jackets with hoodies. Cardigans. Long Skirts. Poetry. Duets and harmonization. Simple Plan. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Playing in a band. Strolling in the rain. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. The smell of grass. Singing by a campfire. Long conversations late at night. The forest. Watching live performances. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you’re beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Being smiled at. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. Hugs. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Languages. Tea. Presents. Making birthday cards. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Guitar Picks. Nicknames. Unique necklaces. Green and Silver. Abstract art. Holding hands with someone you care about. Song dedications. A text in the middle of the night, knowing that somebody misses you.

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N I N E T E E N
RANDOM FACTS

because i'm 19 years old, bitches!

ONE day, I am going to be a lawyer. TWO much of my time is spent on writing and lazing around. THREE s have really beautiful colours; Green and Brown. FOUR my birthday, I really love homemade stuff :) FIVE of my favourite poems are written by Emily Dickinson, Oscar Wilde and Lewis Carroll. SIX strings on my guitar, Ilfiare. <3 SEVEN words; I would never say goodbye to you. EIGHT is the most prettiest number ever :D NINE languages I would like to learn; japanese, korean, german, french, spanish, mandarin, finnish, latin and well, sign. TEN I said to myself sit down, sit down, you're rocking the boat~~! ELEVEN sounds like elven; beautiful creatures they are. TWELVE is really irritating to spell sometimes. THIRTEEN is the name of that character in 'House' and she's HOT FOURTEEN years ago, I was a kid. xD FIFTEEN of my favourite people: Family(4)+Wenx,Anne,Jeanette,Joes,Michele,Carol,Davedays,JosephVincent, ChesterSee,ColtonDixon,NayaRivera SIXTEEN was the age, I truly realised who were friends and who were not. SEVENTEEN years of love, happiness, fear, trust, and now I'm here. EIGHTEEN years I've spent finding the real me. NINETEEN and I'm finally me.

W I S H L I S T

So, you know what to get me

ONE. Cardigans
TWO. More ballet shoes
THREE. Boots!
FOUR. Necklaces
FIVE. A new guitar
SIX. A plane ticket
SEVEN. A double degree? :P
EIGHT. A masters
NINE. A PHD
TEN. More patience
ELEVEN. Faster internet
TWELVE. A sister :(
THIRTEEN. To lose weight =.=
FOURTEEN. Time
FIFTEEN. Philippe
SIXTEEN. No sickness
SEVENTEEN. A bouquet of flowers
EIGHTEEN. A song
NINETEEN. Making a change in the world
TWENTY. To be remembered :)

T A G B O A R D

yakkity yak yak

Here's one of my favourite poem.

Hope.

"Hope" is the thing with feathers—
That perches in the soul—
And sings the tune without the words—
And never stops—at all—

And sweetest—in the Gale—is heard—
And sore must be the storm—
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm—

I've heard it in the chillest land—
And on the strangest Sea—
Yet, never, in Extremity,
It asked a crumb—of Me.

Written by: Emily Dickinson

Sports Day

1:10 PM - Saturday, March 6, 2010

Today is SMKTD's Sports Day!
YAY!!!
-.-
I'm lying.. Im not excited!
:P
I bet it was gnna be BORING!
So, I had to go anyways..
I was actually half-expecting spotcheck at the entrance..
But
Amazingly, None!
Stupid.. If i knew, i would be holding my phone then.. -.-
Oh whatever..
So, aftr wishing them(SARAH,YOUNG,OLT) gd luck for perbarisan
Me and Pei Chi(who wasnt in a good mood..) :'(
due to some problems she had with NSY, went to the camps..
I gotta admit Red team's tent is like wow.. :)
Ghaffur and Adeena's lovely work of course...
Then, aftr that i went off to yellow..
NO HOPE LA!
BET: Satria will lose!
Whateves..
So, theres this Shanisha girl rite..
some form 1 kkd person la..
And she's from chinese skul so she's sble to speak mandarin rite..
But, you seriously shoud hear her speak english
its like total prasan-ness..
I'm not saying that my english is any better
But, seriously?
People don't speak like dat in MALAYSIA
LOLZ!
So, she and Haseen was talking bout..
Well, what do you noe..
Mayoora
Whats up la..
Why so many people like him seyh?
I dont see the point in liking someone who is liked by almost every other indian girl in the damn skul..
HEY
Dont get me wrong..
I'm not jealous or anything..
Seriously I'm not..
But its just weird
If you get what I mean..

Then the perbarisan was going on la..
I only notice a few of 'em la..
St.John, KadetPolis, PanduPuteri, Jaguh, Satria, Wira, KRS, puteriIslam..
I think almost everyone except PBSM and JUARA..
~~Dont ask me y..~~
LOL..
Maybe I wasnt paying attention to them la.. xD
So, I notice..
Kadet Polis as usuall was nice la..
BUT
If you notice properly..
The hands werent sync..
The legs were always skipping...
I think they focused more on looking nice than anything else..
Oh whatever..
Then,Satria(yellow) HANCUR!
That wan NO hope LA..
So, no need to talk bout that anymores..
LOL
BET: St.John will win first place for perbarisan..
:)
SO, after all that, acara started ..
With running first..
Since Jeevetha didnt come due to some personal problems, i rather not write..
Sarah had to take over..
So, rush her to the phone to call her mom..
then rush to the front gate to get it..
then rush to the ~~toilet~~ to change..
OOOPS! I meant JASMINE RESTROOM
-.-
Then rush back to the tent..
Then, we went to the infirmary.. XD (TENT)
tcher ridhuan gave sarah her number..
Then we just waited there for Sarah's acara to start..
Then I look towards the middle of the padang..
And saw.. Sallie, _ _ _ _ _ _ there..
I DIDNT NOE THEY HIGH JUMPED!!!!
So, weird..
He dont look like a high jumper though..
But he easily jump over the pole...
:)
Proud seyh
Then suddenly Chew Peng ask us to like clear ourselves from the kem..
So, I went to Lychee and Casey who was on PBSM duty..
So, i just stood there withe them occasionally talking
Occasionally looking
I dunno if he was looking back but i rather not keep my hopes high..
Then, after that Sarah finish ady and came to sit with me...
and the high jumpers took a rest..
Then I saw him walking off to the medic tent..
So, i like grabbed my bag and sarah and I went there after a while..
A while was actually quite long
Coz he wasnt there when We reached there...
Then after that the boys 4x100 started..
And finally I thought Yellow had Hopes!
BUt..
BOOOOOOOOO!
tHanks to that Blaraj guy.. everything slowed..
And thats when i saw HIM
He was running..
Stupid balraj made him run fast but he couldnt catch up..
Stupid balraj
Ok enaf la..
He's alrady stupid as it is...
:P
Notice: Sentences made by me is not aimed to insult anyone

Then he came back to the medics tent.. And i was there with sarah..
I look at him..
And!!
He pulled up his shirt to wipe off his sweat..
And I caught a glimpse of his body..
:D
I quickly look away..
Shy
But I still saw it..
And that scene keeps on repeating in my head..
I gotta say.. he is HOT
HAHAH!
Then I just look at him..:)
Dunno waht happen after that..
I think we went to look for Jayne..
And he went to the middle of the field..
I was looking at him wen i notice ONII...
Then went to see him
while looking at HIM
LOOKING CUTE! xD
STOP IT STEPHANIE!
BAKA-.-
then.. blah blah blah..
Went back to the middle..
Kaeru followed..
And I was just looking at HIM la..
He's so wow..
I was just thinking la..
I dunno y i always fall for the sports type..
I hate sports
Opposite attracts??
We just walked around la..
Saw Chi Kun.. Hazim.. Zexen..
The usuals..
Then aftr that..
Saw HIM jumping..
Im not gonna write anything else..
Or else its gonna be so obvious who HE is..
All I can say is He made me so happie..
And somewha bangga... :)
He came back to the tent..
Sweatily HOT..
And when he was just standing there..
I passed by him.. like super close
super close like if i take a step to my left..
my shoulder would have bumped his...
Which would be awesome..
But no such luck..
I dunno if he had even look at me..
But... haiz..
I would have said Omedetou..
But malu la..
I dunt even noe him that well.. :(
Then i after i sent kaeru off to onii..
I went to line up in YELLOW
And he was there drinking water..
And i was like staring at him..
He caught me.. SHITE..
I didnt dare look ady..
:P
Then saw him walking infront..
I opulled mayz and deela, to catch up
BUt he went to the exact front so no chance wanna sit near him la.
D:

So, it was prize giving ceremony..
St. John WON.. :)
I won the bet..
Kadet got number 2..
Pengakap (miracle) got 3rd..
And PB got 4th..
First time they got 4th..
First time for KP too..LOL
!!COngrats St. JOHN!!
Red team won for tents :)
Bet won again..:)
Satria got last for that..
And for the official score..
Satria Last again.. AWESOME! xD
stupid la..
Juara was first..
Congrats to them and all the winners..

My wishes for today were granted by my imaginary faeries :)
1. I got to see HIM..
2. I kinda had fun..
3. He looked at me a few times..

Thats kinda enaf for me...:)

Ciauz! <3 :)

PS: I didnt see _ _ _ _... Did anyone? xD

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