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One Direction's Little Things
Written by Ed Sheeran & Fiona Bevan
Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me.
But bear this in mind, it was meant to be.
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me.
I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile.
You've never loved your stomach or your thighs.
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine.
But I'll love them endlessly.
You've been on my mind,
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do,
It's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to.
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things.
You can't go to bed without a cup of tea,
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep.
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep,
Though it makes no sense to me.
I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape.
You never want to know how much you weigh.
You still have to squeeze into your jeans.
But,
You're perfect to me.
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do,
It's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to.
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things.
You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you.
You'll never treat yourself right, darlin' but I want you to,
If I let you know, I'm here for you,
Maybe you'll love yourself,
Like I love you
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do,
It's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to.
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things.
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do,
It's you,
Oh it's you,
They add up to.
I'm in love with you,
And all these little things.
Y O U T U B E L O V E
watch love replay!
:D
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
Her name is Stephanie.
This shall be her short sweet introduction.
These are the little things that make her world go round.
Vintage photographs. A good book. Fancy ribbons. Ice-blended cappucino. Pretty Ballet flats. Boots. Jackets with hoodies. Cardigans. Long Skirts. Poetry. Duets and harmonization. Simple Plan. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Playing in a band. Strolling in the rain. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. The smell of grass. Singing by a campfire. Long conversations late at night. The forest. Watching live performances. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you’re beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Being smiled at. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. Hugs. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Languages. Tea. Presents. Making birthday cards. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Guitar Picks. Nicknames. Unique necklaces. Green and Silver. Abstract art. Holding hands with someone you care about. Song dedications. A text in the middle of the night, knowing that somebody misses you.
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N I N E T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
because i'm 19 years old, bitches!
ONE day, I am going to be a lawyer.
TWO much of my time is spent on writing and lazing around.
THREE s have really beautiful colours; Green and Brown.
FOUR my birthday, I really love homemade stuff :)
FIVE of my favourite poems are written by Emily Dickinson, Oscar Wilde and Lewis Carroll.
SIX strings on my guitar, Ilfiare. <3
SEVEN words; I would never say goodbye to you.
EIGHT is the most prettiest number ever :D
NINE languages I would like to learn; japanese, korean, german, french, spanish, mandarin, finnish, latin and well, sign.
TEN I said to myself sit down, sit down, you're rocking the boat~~!
ELEVEN sounds like elven; beautiful creatures they are.
TWELVE is really irritating to spell sometimes.
THIRTEEN is the name of that character in 'House' and she's HOT
FOURTEEN years ago, I was a kid. xD
FIFTEEN of my favourite people: Family(4)+Wenx,Anne,Jeanette,Joes,Michele,Carol,Davedays,JosephVincent,
ChesterSee,ColtonDixon,NayaRivera
SIXTEEN was the age, I truly realised who were friends and who were not.
SEVENTEEN years of love, happiness, fear, trust, and now I'm here.
EIGHTEEN years I've spent finding the real me.
NINETEEN and I'm finally me.
W I S H L I S T
So, you know what to get me
ONE. Cardigans TWO. More ballet shoes THREE. Boots! FOUR. Necklaces FIVE. A new guitar SIX. A plane ticket SEVEN. A double degree? :P EIGHT. A masters NINE. A PHD TEN. More patience ELEVEN. Faster internet TWELVE. A sister :( THIRTEEN. To lose weight =.= FOURTEEN. Time FIFTEEN. Philippe SIXTEEN. No sickness SEVENTEEN. A bouquet of flowers EIGHTEEN. A song NINETEEN. Making a change in the world TWENTY. To be remembered :)
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
Here's one of my favourite poem.
Hope.
"Hope" is the thing with feathers—
That perches in the soul—
And sings the tune without the words—
And never stops—at all—
And sweetest—in the Gale—is heard—
And sore must be the storm—
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm—
I've heard it in the chillest land—
And on the strangest Sea—
Yet, never, in Extremity,
It asked a crumb—of Me.
Written by:Emily Dickinson
8:42 PM - Thursday, March 31, 2011
Do you know this is where I stand, Can you see its where I want to be, I really hope you can understand, I can only be me.
Don't judge a book just by how it looks, You can't change who I am at all, I'm not going to be who you want me to be, I am.. I am.. Me.
Not gonna listen to you anymore, Not gonna live up to your expectations, This flaws, this scars and tears are mine, Cause if you haven't notice, I'm happy when I'm Me. -Original Lyrics by Stephanie Pitchay-
I cant help but act differently than how I really feel.
8:47 PM - Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Am I hiding behind a mask? Is my mask hiding everything about me? Is my mask transparent or solid? Do people know how I feel? Do people see my pain? Do they see my sadness? Do they understand?
Must they understand? Must I remove my mask? Must I show myself to people?
Should I take my mask off? Should I tell people how I really feel? Should I be myself?
Would it hurt them? Would it hurt me? Would I be better off? Would it help me in anyway? Would I feel better or worse?
D':
What am I doing?
8:41 PM
What am I doing..? I have no idea what I'm doing anymore. I ask myself over and over again. "How do I feel?" but I don't have an answer for this. I'm confused. I'm frustrated. I'm everything I should not be. Why am I doing this to myself? Its like I'm killing myself inside out.
I don't know what to think. I don't know what to feel. I don't know what to do.
Abuse, I tell you!
8:29 PM
I <3 you chagi.. xD
i think..
5:18 PM - Thursday, March 10, 2011
Went up on stage today. Weird of me, i know. Sarah and I was to conduct the vocab day and so we did. The worst thing was he kept on looking at me and smiling like an idiot. Why is he like this..? Oh c'mon get a clue!! I wanna get over you!! Erghh... So, i just ignored and i can't believe my luck..! Of all days, my pronounciation had to fail on me..=.= INCONSPICIOUS, i ahate that word..! So i thought..nvm, ignore him! But our path either keep on crossing or he just loveee to appear wherever i am.. im getting irritated everytime i see him..
I keep on singing 'before he cheats' by carrie underwood.. i think im losing my voice at the same time..
everything changes from now.
4:10 PM - Monday, March 7, 2011
21st May PlanA came early this year. It isn't something im proud of nor am I happy bout it. Its rather heartbreaking actually. The main thing that makes me angry and sad is the fact that he told me he loves me. He said it.. he said.. "I love you.." thats what he told me but what is this..? 'He likes this other girl, he told me himself..', someone told me.. ' he's dancing with this girl for the competition, you know it was rumoured that he liked her right' someone said.. 'eh, he's dancing for the competition, you didnt know..?' Someone asked me. YES I DID NOT. YES THE RUMOUR WAS AROUND. AND YES I KNOW I AM SO STUPID FOR EVEN LIKING HIM. Why is things like this..? Everything is giving me a headache. And did you know being heartbroken can lead to heart failure. I'm heartbroken by all this and its not like those people who just say they're heartbroken without even knowing how it really feels. I knoe. Ive been through it. This is the second time.
Heartbroken= heart aches badly you can feel the unbearable pain, you even feel like dying..
That feeling , ive felt it. Uneasy.
This is what it turned me into. Right now, i feel so stupid. Believing him like that. Thinking that i really did like him.. *sigh* . I guess nothing lasts right..?
